Discretion is the polite word for hypocrisy.
Even a criminal has the right to a new life, but they made sure I did not have that. They just didn't stop calling me a prostitute for ever and ever and ever and ever.
As a little girl I used to daydream about my real father coming on a white horse to rescue me.
Bill Astor knew these papers were missing. Stephen showed his hand in October.
He's 85 and he's met another woman. Still, at 85, why ever not?
My mother used to go out on her own, and I used to have to keep a look out for my stepfather coming home.
No one else knows the whole story. I was there. I lived through it.
They came and bound me up and I had awful stretch marks. I hated my breasts after that.
I won't say I didn't like it at the time, the sex, that is, because I wouldn't have let him do it at all if that had been the case.
I went out every single night so I was never alone with my stepfather. At 12, I stopped going on holiday with them. The times I was alone with him I always made sure I was all covered up.
It's been a misery for me, living with Christine Keeler.
If I don't tell it all now, the story in the history books will always be imperfect and that would be wrong.
We knew we were talking about spies. I knew he knew I knew. I was digging my own grave.
However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it.
I don't know if he was the fourth man or the fifth, but he was certainly in the top 10.
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