The prospect of going home is very appealing.
It never ceases to amaze me the lengths that some people will go to to try and speak to me or meet me.
I have found a flat on Merseyside and am settling down here. If I can keep playing and get back to full match fitness, I know I have a lot to offer still.
I played at the Sainte Maxime Beach Soccer Tournament, which was brilliant fun as usual.
I have been inundated with offers to move into a career in television or film, and these, too, are tempting.
I have shaved my head. My flowing locks are now quite a bit shorter.
I loved being back out on the pitch. Although I have not been in full training, I felt pretty good.
White Hart Lane was always a place where I felt I belonged.
I have been keeping myself fit. I am going on holiday next week in the Mediterranean so that I can really unwind after the football season and have a rest.
English football has just had a transfer window imposed for the first time, so it will be interesting to see how managers cope with the squads they have until it re-opens.
I am still feeling my calf strain, so I have been unable to train this week. I will again have to sit out the weekend action, but the lads are climbing ever higher to safety.
I know the game wasn't a classic, but the night was about more than that-it was about bringing back the memories and raising money for former heroes who have now fallen on hard times.
Football will always be my foremost passion.
I am hoping to film another ad in the summer for Carte Noire.
I have been looking after the children. My wife has taken time off.
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