Looking back, my whole life seems so surreal. I didn't just turn up on the doorstep playing rugby; I had to go through a whole lot of things to get there.
It's been a long road back to health and fitness for me. I am just glad to have been given the opportunity to do what I love most.
It annoys me when people who don't know what they're talking about boo the referee.
The biggest thing for me is just to get out on that field. Just to do that will be incredible.
For me to get through the toughest periods in my life, I had to look within to find the energy to do it. I don't give up. Never have. Never will.
I always say to people that you have never seen the best of me, and that's what I mean - I've never been fully fit.
I was on dialysis for 18 months before the transplant, so it was important I tried to look ahead to days like my comeback this Saturday. You need those big goals to drive you on.
I have a stab wound on my left hip and one on my thigh and a slash mark across my right calf. I have a bottle stab wound on my left calf.
It was in 2003 that I realised there was no choice but to have dialysis treatment - by the time of the World Cup that year, I could barely walk. A year later, I finally had a kidney transplant.
It was like falling off a building and suddenly, bang, you hit the bottom. The first time it happened was on an ordinary day at home. I was taking down some curtains. I took one step, turned around, took another step and then I fell and hit my head hard on the rowing machine.
It's a really exciting time to be involved in Welsh rugby.
How do I take a step? How do I lift my foot off the ground, move it through the air a little bit and then bring it down? I had to teach myself to walk again.
I have crooked toes from wearing boots that didn't fit me because that's all I could afford as a kid.
I was diagnosed with the illness right before the 1995 World Cup.
I went to a boarding school with a strong Maori tradition, where we were taught all about the haka.
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