Even, today, when people tell me I'm beautiful, I do not believe a word of it.
For a writer, they say write what you know. As a performer, you find it in yourself, in your heart. You relate to the character. You try to live it, try to have it be real for you.
Modeling is basically 'Buy more stuff! Don't you want some more stuff? It will make you look ten years younger and men will like you!' If I'd wanted to be a salesperson, I would have got a job selling.
I'd like to classify my life as a romantic comedy. Unfortunately I feel it's probably more like a TV reality show.