I always felt caged, closed in, like I was punching at things that weren't there. I always had too much energy for the room I was in.
I never thought I'd have children; I never thought I'd be in love, I never thought I'd meet the right person. Having come from a broken home - you kind of accept that certain things feel like a fairy tale, and you just don't look for them.
When other little girls wanted to be ballet dancers I kind of wanted to be a vampire.
The truth is I love being alive. And I love feeling free. So if I can't have those things then I feel like a caged animal and I'd rather not be in a cage. I'd rather be dead. And it's real simple. And I think it's not that uncommon.