I lost my virginity when I was 14. And I haven't been able to find it.
Every day I try to do breathing exercises, meditation, and yoga. These things sound awfully cliche, but they help me slow down and try to point to a truth.
Anxiety is part of creativity, the need to get something out, the need to be rid of something or to get in touch with something within.
I won't look online. The whole fan thing makes me self-conscious, which is not to say I don't appreciate it or understand it. If Mickey Mantle were around, I'm sure I'd have a ton of questions to ask him that might make him uncomfortable. I get it. That doesn't mean it's not really awkward.
Skye McCole Bartusiak