I mean I tried to transform myself through characters throughout my career.
I have OCD, which is not fun. I have to be incredibly tidy and organized or it messes with my mind and switches off on me.
At the end, the realization is that she had to get to a place in her life where she could drop her guard and make peace with the fact that whether she had a small amount of time, that she had to kind of live it completely through, instead of living by the rules.
I have very talented people dress me and put my makeup on, stuff like that. But I do love that look, and I think it's maybe because I grew up on that old glamour.