I'd go from film to film and almost detach from one world and jump in another. I was living as these people and not having a self. I didn't know who I was. And things just get really dark.
When I was little... I didn't relate to princesses. I saw Maleficent, and I just thought she was so - she was so elegant.
There's certainly a side of me that isn't completely... sane. Or completely 'even' all the time. We all have our dark sides.
I've learned that we all change constantly. It's rare to find that person who is growing with you in the same way at the same time, who encourages you to grow.