If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person?
You are not a beautiful, unique snowflake... This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.
Any 'artist' makes a living by expressing what others can't - because they're unaware of their feelings, they're too afraid to express those feelings, or they lack the skills to communicate and be understood.
My father worked for the railroad, and whenever a train crashed, we would go as a family and steal food from the boxcars. One year we stole a case of butterscotch pudding that was for export to Israel. It took us years to get through.