I accrued anger from people's low opinion of me and my work, and for the work I might be capable of.
With prose you can incorporate more details, develop scenes, sustain the tension in a special way. Prose has its own speed.
The only way to get back the confidence is to play and win matches. You can practise as much as you like, but you need confidence that comes from playing and winning matches.
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