Really, what I try to instill in my fans is to be healthy and happy. I have no desire to be super-skinny.
I'm proud of everything I achieved with 'Idol,' and away from 'Idol' also. It's just such a different show now to what it was when I was on it. I didn't even know it was a TV show until the third audition.
My happy weight changes. Sometimes I eat more; sometimes I play more. I'll be different sizes all the time.
I'm so happy now. I love that I'm in a relationship right now... I want a life... The past five years or so I've found my groove and my balance.
Anton du Beke