Usually if you're the center of a show, part of your job is to host its energy.
It's sort of good to see your vocation as a daily task and have fairly modest expectations for financial or reward in other coin - glory, love, whatever.
The future is called 'perhaps', which is the only possible thing to call the future. And the important thing is not to allow that to scare you.
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