When you're under stress as a human being, you behave oddly and your relationships with people become strained.
I was raised speaking English and Spanish. And I also speak Danish. And I can get by in French and Italian. I've acted in Spanish and English, but when something has to do with emotions, sometimes I feel I can get to the heart of the matter better in Spanish.
If you're trying to please everyone, then you're not going to make anything that is honestly yours, I don't think, in the long run.
More often than not, the experience of shooting the movie has been disappointing and the end product has been a mere shadow of what I hoped it would be. But immersing myself in the story - that's what I like best of all.